Paragraph two. More words. Also, with different personality it occasionally causes a sometimes very bad or very good outcomes. Another for instance, when I was moved into Concho. I was a little negative and with the fact I was a very much so pissed off that week as well.. Which has never lasted that long before. Usually my negativity side ends in about 2 or 3 hours or at least one day (my sister can confirm this). oh well. That was the past. And I should be over it.
Getting back to the point. I found out I was rooming with a Sigma Kappa. And technically speaking I can very hesitate towards sororities and fraternities. Because I have seen the outcome of what happens to people. And I would have to thank television for some of this influence. And technically speaking, I was kinda hoping not to join a fraternity or sororities anytime soon. I don't mean to be rude, but oh well. And with that previous statement been said, that makes me sort of a hypocrite since I joined Alpha Psi Omega last semester. The reason I joined, I don't even know. I just remember being asked and I occasionally fall into pressure really easily. That's probley one the reasons why I like being anti-social.
And on another note, I still can come up with a decision if I'm going to stay active or inactive with APO. Once again, I'm still in ping-pong mode when it comes to big decision. Which is one of my biggest flaws of all.
And this will be that last time I speak of this (and if don't, the person who hears me has a right to slap me in the face), but it took me awhile to figure out what pull the trigger of my anger on that Sunday before finals. It was mainly a build up of frustration (starting at the very beginning after the initiation had begun) and when it came time to do the second monologue. It was when I kept on messing up on the monologue while trying to please the audience, that's when the trigger was pulled. And that what cause me to throw a big hissy-fit and the fact that I was very negative that week. I know it sounds like I'm blaming it for my negativity that week, but it happen and now it's over with and time to move on with life. That's what my mom had to tell me. Thank God she put me back in my place. And that should be the last time I will talk about this, and if that statement becomes false. Once again whoever hears me bring this up, has the right to slap me in the face.
Boy, it does feel good to be honest. I normally don't write like this. But it feels good to write. So whoever reads this. I hope that this little or big piece of my very weird life amuses you in some way. Because I believe that I have cause a little soap opera of my own. Which is not good. Because I hate soap operas with an absolute passion and this makes me a hypocrite because I cause one without meaning to.
And one more thing before I go, I love my friends like crazy and I appreciate the friendships I receive from them. And I'm glad they have accepted me for me, and that I haven't drove them crazy yet.
Ok. I think I have said my peace. And now, I'm going to go on with life. And why I wrote this very dramatic note, who knows. I'm just here, and very content with life. And managing to keep my mind open, and so on.
So I'm calling this the very weird transition in life because I am in a very weird transition right now. It may not sound like it on here, but I feel it. Oh well.
Til next time. Night.
-jenn
And this will be that last time I speak of this (and if don't, the person who hears me has a right to slap me in the face), but it took me awhile to figure out what pull the trigger of my anger on that Sunday before finals. It was mainly a build up of frustration (starting at the very beginning after the initiation had begun) and when it came time to do the second monologue. It was when I kept on messing up on the monologue while trying to please the audience, that's when the trigger was pulled. And that what cause me to throw a big hissy-fit and the fact that I was very negative that week. I know it sounds like I'm blaming it for my negativity that week, but it happen and now it's over with and time to move on with life. That's what my mom had to tell me. Thank God she put me back in my place. And that should be the last time I will talk about this, and if that statement becomes false. Once again whoever hears me bring this up, has the right to slap me in the face.
Boy, it does feel good to be honest. I normally don't write like this. But it feels good to write. So whoever reads this. I hope that this little or big piece of my very weird life amuses you in some way. Because I believe that I have cause a little soap opera of my own. Which is not good. Because I hate soap operas with an absolute passion and this makes me a hypocrite because I cause one without meaning to.
And one more thing before I go, I love my friends like crazy and I appreciate the friendships I receive from them. And I'm glad they have accepted me for me, and that I haven't drove them crazy yet.
Ok. I think I have said my peace. And now, I'm going to go on with life. And why I wrote this very dramatic note, who knows. I'm just here, and very content with life. And managing to keep my mind open, and so on.
So I'm calling this the very weird transition in life because I am in a very weird transition right now. It may not sound like it on here, but I feel it. Oh well.
Til next time. Night.
-jenn
2 comments:
And Yay for me because I didn't write "I'm sorry" in this note... Ha Ha!!
And I also forgot to mention a few more flaws, but I will not mention these flaws. Because then people would know that they can take advance of me very easily. Oh well. And the reason I didn't add these two comments to the note.. Is because I don't care.. so Ha. and that should be all..
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