Blog One : What do you live for?

What am I living for? Well, the normal answer is usually for your parents, friends, future, or for yourself. However, I’m at a confusing point in my life. I could say I’m living for myself, but then I would be lying. The reason is that I don’t like being human. As in, I do not enjoy being the emotional character that humans portray either everyday or once in awhile. I understand it’s only natural for everybody to be emotional, but I don’t like the side effects when I become emotional in certain situations.

So why am I here? I could die tomorrow and not care. Because as human beings we do have a time limit to our lives; half of the time we die by natural, accidental, or suicidal. The examples I would use are car wrecks, heart attacks, minor or major disease, OD, electrocution, murder, suicide, or something that involves sharp objects and chemicals. So what is the thing that is keeping me alive? I understand that everybody has to have something that keeps them alive both spiritually and/or physical.

I might be over analysis this a little bit, oh well. I will admit this. Over this past year, I have been able to figure out some of the reasons why I was put on this earth. Here is what I have figured out so far. I enjoy making people laugh, helping anyone that is in need, creating art, and being with the people I care about. I guess I could say that I’m living for my friends and my family. They have accepted me for who I am and have helped me with my issues. I've returned the favor by helping them in whatever way I can. Such as talking, listening, hanging out, or whatever is called for.


(This was a paper for english 1301. And since my professor called it a blog, I thought I would post it as blog for fun. Hope you enjoyed this blog.)